The Midnight Vesper

When the light fades out. I give thanks to the day I had. As it turns into night. The solitude washes the sins I got.

Disastrous World

Decomposition of all the human race
Illegible by anyone like a scribbling on the wall
Sharing no peace in every country
Abhorrence that is always growing leads to
Sadism that will rule your life
Take two hearts to work because
Eerie always comes in your heart and
Racket nothing in your life

An Acrostic by Measi & Enin (G.8)

Shall I Continue, Perhaps?

Why do I feel sacrificed?
For others' ignorance...
Why do you make it awkward?
Me, and this situation...

You took something away
from me...
Then why do you refuse to listen?
It's my time to be listened.
Could you...
please...
listen?


Perhaps one is smarter than others. Perhaps one feels the urge of sharing the knowledge that he/she possesses with others as detail as it possibly could. Or perhaps...

Let me take you a few steps back...

A group of 3 men were allocated the same time to share the result of their research in front of thousands of me. Lets say 60 minutes each (I think they can manage to do that).

The 1st man did a research on universe.
He started with the idea of the language of the universe. One must not say a word in order to be understood. He took us on a journey of experiencing the language of the universe. We moved, we clapped, we danced -- we did all the possible things to communicate but using our words.
-- His one hour finally ended.
He spent another 5 minutes to close it. He closed it with an invitation on further discussion on the matter. It was extraordinarily fine.

The 2nd man did a research on differences.
He told us that theoretically, we were different. He said that many researchers shared the same idea on this. The people worked for him applied different things to different people. They even conducted researches on how people reacted differently to different stimulus.
-- His one hour finally ended. Yet, he continued talking.
The place he was working in support the idea of fostering differences. He presented data, charts, tables, and many supposedly-look-like-intellectual works.
-- Another 15 minutes passed.
He kept telling us to support the idea on preserving differences.
-- Another 15 minutes passed.
He showed pictures on how differences interacted.
-- I looked at our watch - another 15 minutes.
Pictures...data...pictures...
-- I was about to strangle him myself at the time he finally ended his over-winding speech.

The 3rd man did a research on society.
Poor, poor man. He had only 15 minutes on schedule. He presented his findings on the society. He raised a question about how we lived our live. He related our answer with his research findings.
-- what did he say? - ow, 15 minutes already.
He said that he questioned...blah...blah...blah...
-- I glanced at my watch - another 15 minutes.
He ended his part in exactly 45 minutes.

Perhaps, it's the way one communicates.
Perhaps, it's the content that one says.
Perhaps, it's the rule that one has to obey.
Perhaps, it's the necessity to read the environment.
Perhaps, it's how one suppresses one's wants to meet one's obligation.
Perhaps, it's on how one preserves continuity.
Perhaps, it's about taking one's right.
Perhaps, it's about not over taking other rights.
Perhaps, it's about sticking to ones' responsibilities.

...or simply,

Perhaps, one must know when to stop.

The Jitters Before

Praying and sitting still.
I closed my eyes.
It started moving.
The grasp of my hands was getting more intense.
Butterflies in my stomach, please don't fly out.
Stay still!
Holding my breath and waited.
The surface under my feet was shaking.
I can feel the turbulence now.
I'm flying!

A Sad World

Sadness is all over the world
Anguish attacks all people
Deem the world has no life

An Acrostic by Andi & Fredy (G.8)

A Thoughtful Sin

My time has come
along with the faraway sound
It demands
It haunts


As forgiving as I am
this I cannot stand
The sound will always remind
what a thoughtful sinner I am